Survive

Hmmm.. what a word!!! Has a a lot of meaning. We all survive, and face things that are difficult, but only make us stronger. We inhale and exhale, face the days weather they are good or bad. We keep marching on. In today’s world this is surviving.

 

Change

Change the one thing in life some people enjoy and others hate. I myself hate change and have to make one of the biggest changes in my life! What u might be asking yourself is this big change for me, that could be so scary.  Well here it is “Career” that’s right my daily job. The one that I have done so well for the last 15 yrs.

I am 36 turning 37 in July this yr. I have been working at my job since I was 22 and things at my work place aren’t exactly what they use to be. 

I work for a small family busy. (Not my own family) but they pretty much are since I have been with the same company for so long. It is owned by two brothers. Who use to work together really well and are now on totally different pages. They fight, they don’t communicate very well and it just looks bad. The busy is hurting because of it.

I am fighting with myself to stay and not to sure what to do. I feel if leave I am walking away from something I have help create in a way, but if I stay there, there really isn’t anywhere for me to grow. I manage the office and do Shipping/Receiving, and pay the bills when authorized to do so. As well as Purchasing and amongst everything else. 

They were in financially distress, but things are starting to look up. However I haven’t seen ant compensation, for what I do. 

They have helped me with somethings.

I am just scared, do stay or do I go??? What awaits me. CHANGE!!! 

First blog post

Hi;

I am MrsJoobs.

I have always wanted to start a Blog. To have something of my own. I don’t really have a lot to say or at least I don’t think I do…lol.  I really just started this blog to keep a Journal of my life and my own ups and downs through out it. I am a young women sometimes lost, and wondering what the hake I am doing. 🙂

I am happily married and have a lot more then some. I work hard for the things that I have and doing my best to raise smart, caring children. My husband and I have been together since we were 18 and have been happily married for 11 years as of the 15th of this month.

I recently lost my dad to Liver Failure and that alone was one of the hardest things to watch and stand by, but I love my dad. R.I.P.

I also suffer from Anxiety, which has been another challenge in my life as well, but me being me will grab this beast by the horns and will destroy it. lol.

This is just a start to my life…..

Mrs Joobs.